Everyday Challenges

"Life's challenges are not supposed to paralyzed you; they are supposed to help you discover who you are."- Bernice Johnson Reagon

Whew! What a day! What a week! I'm so exhausted. Things got even challenging than before. Last preliminary week was not that tedious compare today, especially that midterm exam is approaching. I haven't expected the things that come my way this current week. I have lots of requirements to comply. So many tribulations today. Various problems that I think I can’t handle anymore. They are so many and I’m only one. I have no other choice but to face them because God gave them to me. He bestowed such conflicts that I don’t even imagine happening. I am much worried of my History 5 because we are going to role play the life of Rizal and I’m going to be his wife-Josephine Bracken. And I’m not really comfortable with the idea specially that the one who will play Rizal is somewhat homosexual. But I think he can deliver it well. I’m just not sure if I can deliver my part well because I’m really awkward and I think I’m going to laugh. I’m not certainly used to it. There are scenes that are so eeeeww and yucky for me. Well our history is not so complicated yet because we will perform it on finals. What made me feel real nervous, bothered is our humanities 1. We will have a theater musical and the thing is I’m the female protagonist! I certainly did not expect it! My God! What am I going to do now? I really don’t know what I am going to do first. What made it worse is that our dry-run will be this coming Tuesday and we only finished 4 scenes and they are unproductive. I really don’t know how to fight in our fighting scenes. We have a long way to go. And lastly, I have a conflict in our boarding house. Things are sucking in my mind, actually. Thinking them made me feel weak and tired as if I am on an endless battle. Well, I am really now. Life is indeed, an endless battle we've got to fight and survive. We should fight by heart and by mind. As what the above quote implies that challenges are not supposed to paralyze us, they are supposed to help us discover who we are. We should not feel abandoned if we do not accomplish something we longed for instead stand with your both feet and aim high for God is always with us. Challenges also shape us in a person we wanted to be, it imparts discipline, courage and trust. In my case, I should exert effort to the activities I am with now. No matter what it takes I should not be discouraged, we should not be discouraged because God has a will and it's always for the BEST!!!!